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No matter what I do, I always forget to forget you.

I miss writing in my diary. I have my diary with me since 1999 and managed to continue for the rest of the year. How ironic that I wasn't able to do my thing this year 2010, as this year happens to be filled with so many relevant memories in my life. I lost my will to write. I LOST ALL THOSE TIMES.

I miss people from the past; a stranger and familiar one. I remember my smiles, the feeling of making someone happy, the reason for someone's smile and for not being the cause of disappointments.

How I miss me! Times when I was a badminton and table tennis player. Where did those passion go? Before, I was not afraid to try new things. Now, I hesitate. I doubt. I let myself confused. That's why I miss ME. I'm on the verge of becoming a table tennis player; trained by a notable coach and I have THAT passion when my parents, particularly my father, didn't support the idea of me, getting into this stuff as it hindered my academic performance (training usually conducted at night---no time to study o_o). So I stopped and let my dreams buried down under. :(

I miss free hugs! :| I do.

Now, what I really want is to get out of my comfort zone and be ME. So stuck somewhere that it made me realize that I've been at this stage for such a long time now and the only way to unlock this quest, is for me to chase the 'hole' to find my way out and just let loose of myself!