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I can't function this time. I've never been this tired my whole life. Never came to this point of giving up. I get tired but I never give up. Now, there's an eagerness within me to taste the cruelty of giving up. I've been a silent fighter for years now but how come I feel that I'm losing the battle? It is impossible to fight the battle alone, this is my realization. Who is in there anyway willing to lend his shoulder for a minute or even just for a second? I need one. Cannot take it anymore. :( Sometimes, I wish being dead coz even if I'm alive, I feel I'm a dead one. It really is!